Wednesday, 3 September 2008

kepulangan dan permulaan... semula

Its all when it began..
and so it will begin..
again...



salam..

utk info semua, aku dah selamat sampai di france. flight aku pada 31 ogos pkol 1250 mlm (flight delay sebenarnya)
so secara tak rasminya aku terlepas train utk balik besançon pada pkol 1028 pagi. sbeno nya aku patut sampai di airport france CDG pkol 6 pagi cam tuh. oleh sebab delay dekat 730 baru sampai. ngan terhegeh2 plane nk dock pkol 8 baru kuar flight, n pkol 9 baru dpt beg. so mmg dah agak la terlepas train.. huhuhu.. aku lambat cuma 3 min jer. kene biaserkan balik pemikiran org sini dimana ûblic transpot akan bertolak pd waktu yg di tetapkan, bukan sampai pd waktu tersebut. naseb baik boleh tuka tiket. n rezeki aku dpt first class sbb beza 50 sen dr tiket asal plus 3 euro utk denda. boleh la aku melepak kan diri ngan seat yg selesa itu.. hehehe..

dlm train, aku flas back balik aper yg aku buat sepanjang aku cuti kat msia arituh.. here goes:

JUN
17- sampai kat msia pkol 6 pagi
19- renew lesen, booking tmpt reunion, beli tiket wyg tuk org
20- tgk wayang ngan kak nim, abg amin n kak num
21-reuinon n ptg tuh main boling ngan diorg
23-24 - daurah
25- gi low yat
26-renew ic tp gagal.., mlm usrah
27-29 - gi langkawi ngan family
30- 1 julai - gi ipoh amik keta V6 dr apak

JULAI
2- kuar ngan Al n Hanz, gi eye of malaysia
3- tgk wyg, gunting rambut, n usrah pd mlm hari
4- mkn ngan abg D n kak amai
5-6 - balik kampung, sggh PD kejap jumaat ptg tuh. kenduri ari sabtu.
7-cari baju jln, kat umh tggl baju burok jer
8- gi KLCC
9-gi the garden beli tiket bola,mid tgk sepi, n jln TAR cr buku.
10-cuba mmbeli Handphone baru tp gagal, kdai tak terima CB
12- gi Sunway pyramid utk lunch jer. yg buat lamer sbb jem nk masuk n kuar parking.
13- teman mak gi kenduri kwn dier n gi subg
14-tak sehat, jumpa doc kne mkn ubat.
16-17- daurah
18-20 - gi JB. gi singapore ari sabtu.
21- meneman mak ke various location.
22-gi putrajaya jmpe raiz, mkn nandos ngan sha n tdo umh kak nim
23-gi mid, beli Handphone n main boling.
24- gi low yat beli HP protector, gi pavillion sbb ada org ajak lunch, ptg tuh usrah di shah alam n mlm gi kenduri umh Qayyum
25- jadi supir kak num of the day
26- teman kak num gi low yat (lagi..) tak thn, balik dlu..
27-jadi facie kat taylor utk pre-departure program
28- kuar ngan sha n adik sedaranya. dier jd drebar aku of the day utk beli tiket bas n tuka ic.. hehehe
29- jemput ashraf, kuar ngan dier n tgk match bola mlm tuh
30-1 ogos - gi ipoh. jumpa din zam n iz kat mid ari jumaat ptg.

OGOS
2- balik kmpg ngan mak. blaja ilmu pertanian, hehehe..
4-8 kem KIBAR
9- jumpa sahabat2 lama
10- gi kenduri umh nadia ngan farizul
13- 15 gi penang
16-17 kenduri kawen
19-beli stock rempah, teman amir (adik tiri) di MAHA, tdo umh kak nim
20- teman azlan n amir sekali lagi ke MAHA. dinner kat putrajaya n tgk fireworks n tdo umh kak nim lagi
21- teman mak gi MAHA gak.. huhuu..
22- mkn sushi ngan farizul, lawat mak beba kat hospital.
23-pagi breakfast ngan alep. then kuar ngan family nadia, diorg ajak jadi guide. gi MAHA (lagi..), alamanda, tdo umh kak nim mlm tuh
24- tolong kak nim pindah rumah
25-31. jadi kerani mak type soalan,gi beli brg2 stock. n teman mak ke various location.
31- mlm balik france.

so skrg nih aku kembali dlm bilik aku n perlu meng'set'kan minda yg aku nk start klas dah. so smpi2 jer reorganise bilik, beli brg dapur, n nk buat final touch up sblom raser dah ready nk naik kelas. luper plak. aku sahur dlm flight. kirenye aku memulakan hidup aku kat france nih dgn bermula nya puasa. aku raser bersyukur sgt.. n syukur alhamdulillah aku lalui satu cuti yg byk pengalaman dan pengajaran..aku dedicate lagu nih..

Appreciation

As I got up this morning
U watched me and hoped I'd talk to U
Even if it was just a few words
Askin' your opinion,
Thankin' U for something good that happened, Lord
But U noticed I was too busy
Tryin' to find the right clothes matchin' with the right shoes and I
Ran around the house getting ready
U knew there would be minutes to stop and say hello
But I still I were too busy
And at one point I had to wait doing nuttin'
Then U saw me spring to my feet
Thought I wanted to talk
But I ran to the phone
Called a friend... Wassup!

Ok now it's time for us to talk
So I find and empty room but hesitation is in my heart
A look down the hall ...nobody there so I close the door
Take of my new jacket? Man I can't put this on the floor
I'm a have this conversation standin' or my jeans will get dirty
Better yet I'm a sit on this chair right here 'cause I feel a bit lazy
Almost forgot to pull the curtains so no one can look in
And just when I'm about to utter U some words
Someone steps in
Embarrassed by the moment
I jump up and come up with some stupid excuse
Like I was looking for something
All while U were watchin' me patiently
Ready to give more chances
With the hope
That eventually at some point I will speak to U

U give me so much
U wait all day for a nod
A prayer or a thought
A thankful part of my heart

To all my moros back home
All day workin' hard
Struggling all week
Every dawn standing tall

I know U noticed that before lunch I looked around
I felt embarrassed to talk to U
That is why I didn't bow my head
Glanced 3 or 4 tables over, saw some of my friends talking to U
But I did not, there is still more time left
Hope that I will talk to U yet, but I
Went home and seemed as if I had lots of things to do
After that what is on TV
Suddenly I felt too tired to talk to U
Fell asleep in no time without a thought for U
I know it's hard to have a one sided conversation
Well give me some days to try again and again and again

Pasé por enfrente de tu casa esta mañana muy temprano
No me dio ni por llamarte, saludarte lo cual es muy extraño
Ahora que la luz está apagada estoy pensando
Si sólo cuando yo lo necesito conversamos
O si sólo cuando temo me haces falta
A cada instante tu retrato está en mi espalda
Me equivoco en muchas de cosas
Y defectos tengo más de cien
Estoy luchando, tú lo sabes bien

[Translation]
I came by your house very early this morning
I didn't stop to call you or say hi, and that's quite strange
Now that the lights are out, I'm thinking
If we only talk when I need it
Or if I only miss you when I'm afraid
I always carry you on my bag
Any moment you're out of my sight
I make mistakes in so many ways and
Faults, I have more than 100
I'm Struggling, you know I am

Appreciatin' is something I be forgettin'
Every second, 24/11, I'm a forgetful servant, I gotta be prayin' though
Appreciatin', when suffering, calamities call,
My soul be hospitalized and all gonna be alright

To all my moros back home
All day workin' hard
Struggling all week
Every dawn standing tall

To all my moros sheddin' tears
Still greet with warm smiles
Patiently throughout the years
Give praise to the most high

To all my moros back home
All day workin' hard
Struggling all week
Every dawn standing tall

To all my moros sheddin' tears
Still greet with warm smiles
Patiently throughout the years
Give praise to the most high

[Chorus]


outlandish : closer than vein

kepada pembaca yg beragama islam, selamat berpuasa dr saya pelajar di perantauan. tahun nih tak hntr gambar masuk suratkabar. hehehe..

wasalam

5 comments:

fz said...

Salam Ramadhan untuk Adam...
Jaga kesihatan yer..klau sakit pergi klinik tau... :)
Semoga Ramadhan ini membawa keberkatan dan rahmat pada kita semua.. Amin

AISHAH roslan said...

salam. wah wah. penuh agenda~ ;)

Simon Malik said...

tu la.. busy mengalahkan YB ms kat msia. busy melawat kawasan. ahahaha..! XD

Niealex said...

adam! i dah berapa hari tak online.. tup2 u dah ada beberapa bijik post dah..
yelah, tunggu u berapa lama.. ingatke merajuk homesick. >_<"

omgggggg... kenapa tak bagitau u flight delay! haish.
my phone mati, pastu sedar2 dah jam 11.. i mcm, oh damn!

Simon Malik said...

nk bgtau camne.. dah i busy dgn diri sendri, hahahaha..